Big Deck Energy: The Alchemy of Self

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Big Deck Energy: The Alchemy of Self is a declaration of radical self-love, authentic-self cultivation, limitless self-activation, and divine purpose fulfillment. Hosted by King Gaia (she/her) — author, Tarot teacher, and shadow work coach — each week offers a unique spiritual lecture weaving deep topic exploration, energy cultivation guides, and practical shadow work practices for real-life integration. This podcast guides you through self-discovery, the cultivation of self-love, energetic sovereignty, and embodied transformation — emotionally, energetically, mentally, and spiritually.

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Jun 8, 2026

Why Choosing Yourself Feels Sooo Hard ~ Part 1 of 2 [Ep.20] The 7 of Swords

Jun 8, 2026

44 min

In this episode, King Gaia explores why choosing yourself can feel so difficult, even when you know it is the healthiest or the right thing to do. She unpacks the hidden relationship between self-love, nervous system conditioning, identity shifts, and survival patterns.

If you've ever wondered why you struggle to put yourself or why self-love feels like a challenge, this 2-part lecture will help you understand what's really happening beneath the surface.

Big Deck Shuffle: What does your nervous system need to feel safe choosing yourself?
On the Table: 7 of Swords
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